School

school starts again signaling and end to our little dreams that " 'o' levels still far far away". yeah... woke up at the usual 6.15 today get ready for sch bla bla bla the usual got in the car and slept hehez

nothing much happened in school really....stragely ash and billy said 'hi' dun really like dem hahaz....but ill be nice. said 'hi' to everyone asked dem if dey did thier h/w hehez. finished mine except malay and SS. well nuthing much happened really/ sleprt at the last period woke up grumpy and all. toked to joshua about malay h/w and den headed home.

purposely waste time so i can meet dearie... dunno if she really appreaciates it or if i was juz a pain in her arse dat wont go away. actaully did nto really waste time lahz... i studied and prayed at the mosque so dats gd :) dunno y i bother sometimes... well u knoe wad dey say "love blinds ppl" guess thats true for me. hahahaz ouh wellz

u knoe sometimes you juz cant really tell anybody how u really felt cuz u are afraid dat he/she might feel hurt because of ur opinion or u might juz trouble someone... i feel like that all the time. all the feelings and emotions sometimes juz wanna burst but somehow i gather the strentgh to control them.

and other times you juz feel so insignifecent. ouh wellz wad i feel doesnt matter...

i wanna feel loved
i wanna feel needed
i wanna feel smart
i want to be appreciated

i am the unknown person